sometimes

sometimes i think nobody want me anywhere
in school
in internet
and
in work

but of course this is not true
(if it's true i will die alone)

and yet slow nigth shift is started

but when NATO conferance is started
i will really miss this slow days anyway

there'S some problems that i can't talk about
(because they are secret)

(Dondurma means ice-cream)

once

once i dated a girl. a girl with long red hair. i loved her very much. but one time i reilezed that actually she never really loved me. she liked me she found me friendly and close but it was not a love unfortunatly