i can't sleep

i can't sleep again
insomia attacked to me again
and again
but at least i still can hack :)

i hate myself

i really do sometimes
because whatever i do i can put my life in order

i burn down all bridges to UFie comment board

i am not sad nor happy
i am senceless about this
i am not angry at anybody

sometimes UFies should really think about what they read

i hate idiot-friendly unix-lookalike OSes

like Mandrake
it isn't stable
it isn't unix
it is just something that trys to windows with unix kernel

i never lived my childhood

all my childhood was in hospitals and in bed at home

first i had a heart operation it went okey but i had a pleanty of time in hospitals
before and after the operation

after the operation when i started to come back to my normal life
i had hebatit A
i didnT sound dengarous
actually habatit A is very dengarous
my liver had a damage that never heal
so i never ever drink any kind of alcohol in my life but that is okey i am religios muslim :)

everybody wants gmail

i don't
i don't really need gmail

but i find google scary
they have a big useful db with aall my web surfing and web search habits
just think
i don't want anybody to know what i search for in internet
(they are not porn, just worser)

nobody reads this

i think nobody reads this